I gotta say,today, I feel really fantastic: I lost my bank card then my bus week ticket and I've spent a horrible and bitter cold day in Disneyland of Paris.
Originally it was supposed to be the best show of my holiday in Paris today, I was to spend a day of surprise and joy with my best friends in France in the dreamland of Disney. However the very first surprise is the f**king cold noon when we spent 2 hours in the quee just for a 90 second looping roaster. Then I was arranged to help my friend to look after a girl of her friend by my kindness and also as a gift from my kindness and careful care upon this girl, I have rarely time and energy to enjoy my day in Disney even its a cold day. You can never imagine how i felt when I was spilted wet by a full glass of Ice Tea, the drink of this young lady... Even she was on no purpose. I was busted and exhauted so I decided to go back with this lady in order to free me, also to leave more private time to my couple friends( I have two friends accompanied and hey are boyfriend and girlfriend, I'm sure they dont want a "daughter" of surprise at that time.) So I went to station to get ticket, as usual I paid by card there but it didn't work out then, who knows why, whatever I had to look for coins everywhere ( I didn't really have much change with me) and inserted them on a rush. Young lady wanted to go shopping even there was little time to catch the train, so one hand I gotta take her BAGS on the other hand I had to give enough attention to her so I left just like that, attention there, the card, was just left in the machine. After nearly half an hour on the train I realized it and When I got back there another 30 mins later, it, the card was no longer there. OMG, it's a VISA card, I wish my bank wouldn't chase me for debts,but it's really gone. I did and do want to cry.
No boyfriends, no family, no money, no cards. These are the four NOs for me, except them, I have nothing.
Although I have been trying to get someone to accompany me for this or some part of time in my life, I have more or less been adjusted to live alone, whether it's my own will or not. But I've never expected or supposed what I would be or my life would be after this alone. Now, that's it.
Optimically, I have to adress myself: the last but not the least, more power to me.
